steep hills.

being silent isn't strong, it's a victim. Jane Powell.

i strongly disagree. no, not totally object because my interpretation that comes first is different regards to what i've experienced in life, leads to the differ point of view from this Jane Powell.

my illation is, Mrs/Ms Powell would refers to the individual silence from disputation, strong debates, bullying, or destructive acts. being silent if a person's rights is broken or encroached, that's the true victim. couldnt be better than cowards, chicken.

my reflections come when first i come to life about what my father repeated to me, years ago.

bila tiba masa bercakap, jangan diam. 

bila tiba masa diam, jangan bercakap.

deep.

Solitary trees, if they grow at all, grow strong.
- Winston Churchill

thanks father. you are the most excellent father in the world. i am very proud of you. 

tapi masih.

dah berjaya membiasakan diri,
tak ada bunyi dering telefon malam-malam,
tak ada perbualan malam-malam,
tak ada wish good night, good morning setiap hari,
dan tak ada line setiap masa.

like no existance.

can you imagine, like living alone?

makin kuat tiap hari, makin berdikari, makin dah biasa, makin rasa macam 'bujang'.

tapi masih rindu.

insya Allah, dah tak lama. 

:)