i went to zoo! yeay!

zoo taiping. macam tak pernah pergi zoo je. iye,  x pernah pergi.

bukan tempat yang penting, bersamamu yang penting. choi! terromantik plak.

tidak ada nyawa

1)esok sekolah. 

dari zaman muda remaja hingga zaman dewasa matang sikit asyik ada masalah dengan perkataan esok sekolah. pemalas betol. dari title student sampai title teacher, asyik......ah dah dah membebel. 

2)home alone. 

rumet saya...dia tak balik lagi...dia dalam mood honeymoon lagi. saya duk sorang2, saya rasa sunyi, seb bek mr tunang boleh teman. hei hei! bukan teman tu, teman sembang phone la! choi! tu la, sucikan fikiran anda...erk.

3)keje bertimbun. 

dalam konteks keje bertimbun, menurut kamus dewan edisi nadiah 2012, keje bermaksud marking paper exam belum siap, dan bertimbun didefinisikan sebagai banyak paper laaa..paper bio form 5, paper science 2 kelas form 3, paper science form 1. hah! matiku. esok amek mc leh? *kenyit mata kt pengetua*

4)barang wedding x setel lagi. tarikh bertandang kene postponed. 

saya. nak. kawen. pastu. lari. dari. sekolah. tinggal. keja. atas. meja. guru. 

homesick! malas nak unpack bag. malas nak iron baju. semua sebab homesick. dari kecik sampai jelita besaq asyik homesick ja. biaq p la, saya homesick sebab sy sayang rumah saya dan isi kandungannya.

bucuk, uhuk

kuciwa!

plan yang dah bertaun berminggu kena kensel!

ok, tu headline. 

pre wedding photoshoot kena kensel sebab mr tunang tak boleh balik ! kem komandan tak lepas ! hangin nya satu badan. semua dah booking last2 kena kensel! dammit! grrr...!! (emo nih)

rasa givap je macam2 masalah betol ke masalah macam ni orang duk kata kalau dekat big day macam macam masalah melanda kursus kawen postponed pre wed tak jadi hah amek kau aku tulis takdah noktah koma bagai tanda protes emo nih grrrr geramnya uhuk tadi dah mengalir ayak mata skarang rasa kering dah malas nak high expectation dah lepas ni serah je pada tuhan cewahh

takdak penutup entri ni tanda protes. mr tunang sy rasa nak cekik kamu grr

dearest sugar...

sugar,

please...

accept me the way i am...
take care even you are far, and away....
advice and don't stop, giving advice...
talk to me softly...
love me the way i love you...

...please...

dear Kapt Izuan.

credit mr google



aduhai student ku.......

lupe nak sharing something that i tot would be funny.....

Venue: Biology Lab
Time: Biology period
Offender: a male student
Spectator: Form 5 Ihsan


Teacher/Me : OK guys, what is the organelle in the cell that pack the protein?

Offender: Gigolo apparatus chekgu ........

Teacher & other students: Hahahahahahaha....


correction: Golgi apparatus, ataupun dalam BM panggil jasad Golgi...adei la studentku...jangan silap tulis dalam paper bio spm nanti...nanti pemeriksa curious  cikgu mana la yg 'gatai' sangat ngajo gini...huhu...

so much things to do=blank

1) b2b things

2) remember gokusen, japanese drama? i'd turned into the female teacher, of class 3D! yes, 3D of SMK Taman Widuri, Penang, as the class teacher of the fourth class or the last class in form 3. great? yes, from 'ayu'  into 'bini2ku gengster '.

3) pekebun mode. need to produce science club product: baja kompos. i always mispronounced it as baja kosmos. great, biology teacher.

4) ...

5) ...

6) ...

7) see? banyak sangat kheroje sampai blank. apa lagi keje saye ye?!

be strong, ceacherrrrrr.....

quick update

Back on track

Been ages since my last entry. Blogging really needs consistency and patience. What I mean by patience here is, I really need to be patient as waiting the internet to load. Can u imagine, blogging can be challenging somehow? Knowing that u need so much to express, but u need to hold inside as those mentioned before, are keeping me away from blogging? Ah, see? It need a paragraph to explain the disappearance of me from blogging world. 

Quick update since last entry would be:

1.       As reminder for myself, I’m engaged to a man who insyaallah will be my halal husband in about 3 months to go. 

1.  I’m already a science and biology teacher! I’ve been waiting for this moment for about quite awhile, since last year I had detour from my track, which I hold the title of ustazah and teacher as I’m teaching English, pendidikan islam and bahasa melayu. The minutes were endless. Sigh. (shoudn’t be, but couldn’t help, please put yourself in my shoes). But this year begins with passion and joy as I’m put so much effort in spending my time to present the best, yes, I really mean the best for my students, especially biology. But then it begins to change, I guess. Into the negative one. I become famished, tired, weary, not to mention, exhausted. Ah, maybe I’ve being too pessimist. Hold on, teacher nadiah. It wasn’t like I regret, I am grateful, profoundly. 
2. As 3 months to go for me to change my status, there are loads of works regards on the wedding itself. By the way, I should re-organize my planner back. I’ll update it later, in the meantime, my head is full of questions. The questions are too many and too various to answer. What I want for my wedding, how my wedding flow, how to become a wife and how to treat a husband. Err, I don’t need answers, here.
3. I got chickenpox. Last week, and it still be. I guess I’d turned into a trifle pale. High fever, rib cage shivering and tonne of rocks in my head. Chickenpox is quite dangerous, I mean, very dangerous, girls, if you are trying so hard to get a soft, smooth skin for your wedding haha. I went to the dermatologist and this chickenpox costs me rm300 to get rid off it, insyaallah.

End of quick update.